Im so so soooooooo very excited for this new change I'm making in my life. It isn't going to be too hard at least not the diet part but I know the P90x end of it is going to be grueling! I'm a little anxious that I wont lose like I have in the past. I am trying to stay away from the crazy calories... I turned down Girl Scout cookies last night, I'm regretting that right now! Ha ha! I am a very emotional eater and it is multiplied by 50 when I'm bored! But what If I fall off the wagon, I keep telling myself about my new support group in Brandee and Piper that I didn't have before and I did great before! Once again the P90x is going to be grueling and to see it all the way through to the end will be difficult... But I know My girls wont let me fall! Its just random "what ifs?". 10 more days and Its on.... Here we go!
"Breath Deep Mandi ...."
~M
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